the One

θυμηθείτε τη μία

in case you don't know Greek, that means "remember the One." At least according to my igoogle application that translates for you... I usually double check stuff, but I'm not in the mood for that right now. so if it's wrong, correct me (I'm sorry!) and I will change it. though I'm guessing of the few (if any) people who read this, next to none (or, more likely, nobody) knows Greek. congrats if you do, it's a wonderful language- one I'd love to learn.

anyway, that paragraph is mostly off-topic. the first sentence is about all that's ON topic... so anyway, here I go. About to plunge into my topic for this blog, one that will probably turn into ramblings. haha

...

wow. I'm not sure where to begin... I don't really want to share the whole story behind what gave me this sort of "realization" (that I've realized before, but it's been awhile...) because it's pretty personal. which makes it a bit harder to explain it all... but anyway...

...

how crazy is it that there is someone out there, some guy, who God created and designed to be the perfect match for me? How crazy is it that there is someone amidst the (what, 3.3 billion? let's go with that) 3.3 BILLION people who inhabit this planet that I am designed for, who I am MADE to MEET... who is perfect for me... some guy who is living his own life (most likely sleeping, seeing as it's like 1:30 am.... unless he lives somewhere else in the world... anywho), most likely totally unaware that I even exist. As am I totally blanked to who HE is... wow. It's just a thousand kinds of crazy. haha

I mean, God has things pretty well planned. Think of how carefully He must formulate and plan each of the 116,000 babies I've heard estimated are born each day... that's a LOT. and He has a plan for each and every one of them. And to think He figured out what was going to go down in MY life, to think He planned and made some other person who is like perfectly suited just for me, and I for him, so that one day we can get married... what a wonderful day that will be.

Well, that turned into a lot of ramblling.... but... oh well. had to get some stuff off of my chest. So for now... I think I might put on some chapstick and head to bed- maybe to dream of the One made just for me... who knows.

Musings on Life....

Life.

It's something that everyone goes through, but few actually live. So, what is the key that those who actually live their life have found? Or is there really a key thing at all- are some people just born with some ability?

Whatever the case, life is accompanied with millions of questions, and barely any of them will get answered while you still need them answered.

But what if life is just filled with failure? What if it's just disappointment after disappointment, with only sprinklings of happiness in between? What if nothing good comes out of the life you lived? What if you're not remembered by anyone after you die, what if you die alone with no legacy to leave? What if everything you thought you knew, everything you trusted and believed in, just turns out to be a lie? What if it's true that real life doesn't have fairytales?

Well, don't expect this blog to contain any answers. At least not yet. Right now my heart and mind are riddled only with questions, and nobody seems to have an answer. Granted the only people I can talk about this with are people who are younger than me, but still. Nobody seems to have an answer, and maybe that's just part of this thing we call life.