Withdrawal? (4-27-09)

I think I'm having friend-withdrawal. Haha... A couple of my really close friends are gone for two weeks and I miss them SO MUCH! I don't know what I am going to do these next to weeks... :( I've nearly cried like three to five times during school and actually have cried once I got home. who knows how these next couple weeks will go.... but I'm counting down; (I guess it's a bit under two weeks...) 11 days more! so many :(
*sigh.*
and to top it off... I feel like they don't like me so much anymore. maybe I'm just overreacting or something but.... I just feel like they like my friends more than I (even the ones they used to hate they're clicking with now) and so that doesn't really make things any better. I guess I'm just frustrated and this withdrawal thing is making it all worse.

anywho.

So after school today I met with my mentor, and we went to Caribou Coffee. that was prettty sweet! Got my mind off of my friends for a bit.... and onto God and his amazingness. (He is quite amazing. really!)

Anywho, I better go... do some homework :\ maybe it will help get my mind off them some more... I feel like I miss so many people right now! ish. I just need to talk to them..... all of them....

*sigh.*