So..... today is May 7. national day of prayer.... also a pretty bad day for me. quite bad really. one year ago today, something changed my life forever. so obviously I wasn't too happy today. But after my friends noticed I had to push it all back, which probably just made it worse. I don't want to ruin their day just because of my own stupid problems.
I mean, the people around me shouldn't suffer just because of something that is making me suffer. instead of focusing on myself, I should be bringing a smile to someone else's face. right? it's just emotions. they're all in your head.
anyway. since I was having such a bad day, I couldn't focus on the bright side.... my friends finally get back from ethiopia tomorrow. I'm so excited to see them, pumped really, but I just can't think about it with what's going on. It makes me feel like a bit of a jerk.
Well that's all. I felt like I needed to write something since I haven't in quite awhile, but I am just not in the mood.
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i still think you should tell me...
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