Lately I've had so many questions running through my mind. None of them seem to have answers, and maybe I never CAN find answers for them. Nonetheless, they're there and they're furstrating the heck out of me.
I have such struggles with trust. It takes a really long time (in general) for someone to fully befriend me to the point where I trust them completely. And in general, once someone has lost my trust it's not often fully regained.
So, where do I draw the line? When do I know whether to stop trying to trust them that much again and realize it will never be the same? Is there such a time? When should I say no (something very hard for me to do) and when should I try to keep trucking through? I just don't know anymore. I just don't know. I don't even know what things are really there, things that legitimitely should hurt me, and what things I'm just being overly sensitive about. When do I put my foot down and so no, and when do I hold back and rethink things?
Oh, how I hate confusion and unanswerable questions. Oh, how I hate conflict. Oh, how I hate all of this.
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