California

Right about now I really want to move out to California. Or anywhere, really. Just somewhere far away. Which is part of the reason I'm excited for college- I can leave Cambridge behind and my life there.

I just really feel like starting anew... I want to just get away and start over. Become a new person- make new friends, create a new life, do what I want to do, just be. I'm tired of life here and all the drama and hurt and pain... I know I'll find that wherever I go, but I can at least try. At least for a little while things can be different, a little less hurtful.

I don't know why, but sometimes I just really feel like leaving. Running out on everyone and cutting all ties from home. Just... Disappearing from my life here in Minnesota. Move somewhere new and start my life over.

Maybe one day I can do that... Hopefully one day soon.